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Trusting Our Mysterious God | The Life-Saving Choice 

Sara Gore April 14, 2023

In 1979, I decided to spend my Summer break from college working at a rustic mountain lodge in Grand Teton National Park, Wyoming. I worked 6 days a week making beds and cleaning bathrooms, but on my one day off I had a short drive to some of the best outdoor activities in the country. The Grand Teton mountain range attracted the world’s elite climbers.

I had already gone white water rafting down the Snake River and survived the notorious Lunch Counter rapids which featured an intimidating 10-foot drop-off. And I convinced a group of fellow female employees to take a Mountain Climbing class with me at the Exum School of Mountaineering, conveniently located at the base of the Teton Range. 

In one day, we learned crucial safety practices and climbing techniques, and then tested our new skills by climbing up one mountain pitch using the “on belay” technique with ropes. The real test was for each climber to individually execute a free-hanging rappel descent down the same route, suspended by one rope.

I felt prepared when 3 work friends suggested we drive from Wyoming to the other side of the Teton Range in Idaho and make a simple day-hike to Table Mountain. Aptly named, this was a flat-topped mountain with a lower altitude summit, for which climbing ropes were not necessary. I was advised I only needed a broken-in pair of hiking boots, which I had.

We left our Lodge in Wyoming around 7am and reached the trail head in Idaho by mid-morning. Golden sunlight made the surrounding knee-high shrubs glimmer in the melting frost. The long, narrow trail stretched straight ahead and rose steadily to the top of a tall foothill. 

It was during this initial, long uphill climb that I discovered I was at a serious disadvantage. My hiking companions were all used to living at high altitudes. But I lived all of my young life in valleys, at or below sea level. I had grossly overestimated my readiness for this hike. I didn’t have the level of stamina I needed, and I couldn’t keep up with my friends. 

After climbing a series of increasingly steep hills, we came upon a small grove of pine trees on the highest mountain ridge before the summit. I asked to stop for a short break to catch my breath. The summit of Table Mountain was now in site, and appeared deceptively nearby. I encouraged my friends to continue on to the summit without me, and I would wait for them to return to this same spot. I silently hoped they would return soon.

Past the pine trees, the terrain abruptly transformed into an open expanse of small boulders and scattered shale fragments. The summit was on the other side of this eerily barren boulder field. No plants grew in this grayish-blue, lunar-like landscape. 

I watched my friends wobble around as their feet slid in the unstable shale ground cover, and then scramble over the irregular-sized boulders. I resolved to make every effort to keep them in my sight.

It was then I noticed dark clouds on the western horizon, which all too quickly grew darker and closer to my location. I felt raindrops land on my skin through my pine tree sanctuary. The first flashes of lightning caused my chest to tighten with anxiety, resulting in shallower, short breaths.

There I was, part way up a mountain without safe shelter. I did not think to borrow my friend’s car keys, so I could walk back and wait in the car for them. This was many years before cell phones. I was completely cut off from any emergency help if I needed it.

As time passed, the dark clouds and lightning were clearly moving eastward towards me. They seemed to be headed on a direct path to my tree-covered refuge on the hill. Then I remembered health and safety films from high-school teaching us to shelter away from trees or other tall objects during electrical storms. 

I started to walk towards the boulders, but then realized my upright body might act as a lightning rod in the now drenched open field of stone. What should I do? I cried out to God, “Jesus help me!” 

What began as a fun day-hike suddenly turned into an existential crisis, which I now faced alone. Just past the boulder field, a curtain of rain and mist hung around the base of the final ascent to the Table Mountain summit. I could no longer see my friends. I felt virtually paralyzed by the grave nature of my situation.

I prayed “Jesus, save my life!” I heard a voice within, asking “Will you trust me?” That invitation took my breath away with the weight of the truth I now faced. But I immediately responded and said “Yes, Lord, I choose to trust you!” And I added, “Now please teach me how to do that!”

At twenty years of age, I was still very young in my faith. This was my first experience with putting my life in God’s hands while being in such extreme danger, and letting go of my expectations.

I focused on the times Christ had faithfully protected me and lovingly provided all I needed. I was thankful to keep my mind busy which helped me avoid doing something stupid out of panic. I recited what I could remember of the 23rd Psalm. I stayed near enough to the pine trees to shield me from the steady rain. I took deep slow breaths as I prayed. 

Suddenly the lightning storm reached my location. I shouted my prayers against the deafening thunder. It felt like the lightning flashed in the skies directly above my head, but praise God the lightning did not strike near me. I stood my ground against the driving rain and strong wind, and mercifully the storm passed me by, and continued to move eastward. 

I took deep cleansing breaths and felt the fear and anxiety start to drain away from my chest. I became aware of sensation in my fingers and toes again which told me how completely gripped by fear I had been during the peak of the storm. Daylight reappeared on the western horizon and the mist receded from Table Mountain. I began to hear normal outdoor sounds again, bird song, and human voices. My friends returned!

God had spared my life, but I knew I was different now. I had a new understanding with Christ and I knew without a doubt, the rest of my life was His gift to me. I had time to consider what I was going to do with this gift, to say thank you to my God who heard my cry and rescued me.

Psalm 107: 23-31 NLT 
“Some went off to sea in ships, plying the trade routes of the world.
They, too, observed the Lord’s power in action, His impressive works on the deepest seas.
He spoke, and the winds rose, stirring up the waves.
Their ships were tossed to the heavens and plunged again to the depths; 
the sailors cringed in terror. 
They reeled and staggered like drunkards and were at their wits’ end.
‘Lord, help!’ they cried in their trouble, and He saved them from their distress.
He calmed the storm to a whisper and stilled the waves.
What a blessing was that stillness as He brought them safely into harbor!
Let them praise the Lord for His great love and for the wonderful things He has done for them.”


About the Author

Sara has attended CitySalt Church since 2004, the year it was founded. She studied Journalism, wrote for her college newspaper, and is a member of Oregon Christian Writers. Sara also enjoys singing hymns with friends: “there is a sermon in every hymn waiting to be discovered and enjoyed.”

In Sara Gore Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, Life-Saving, Mountain climbing, HIke, Storm
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Trusting Our Mysterious God | A Walk Through the Valley

Mike Wilday April 7, 2023

Like most people I’ve encountered, I have habits from childhood that served me well as a kid but cause significant challenges for me today as an adult. When I think about what it means to trust in a mysterious God, the first thing that comes to mind is how the Lord has been leading me to change many of those ingrained behaviors preventing me from healthy relationships as an adult.

To survive my family of origin and the chaos that surrounded those family dynamics, I developed a strong independence and unhealthy flight response to conflict and difficult situations. Independence developed into unhealthy narcissism and avoiding conflict transformed into extreme avoidance of situations and circumstances I have no perceived control over. Those behaviors combined to form an unhealthy habit of isolation which doesn’t bode well when I’m operating as a husband, father, or manager at work. This deeply ingrained avoidance is something the Lord has challenged me to change over the past several years.

The imagery for trusting God to lead me in this process is akin to that which David expresses in Psalm 23, a walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Who, in their right mind, would choose to journey into such a place? It's difficult to picture anyone (except maybe Sylvester Stallone) choosing to stroll into what is pictured in my mind as a dark forest resembling Mirkwood (a treacherous forest from J.R. Tolkien’s The Hobbit, where misstep can lead to a multitude of unfortunate ends). The imagery that David uses evokes a place where the enemy lies in ambush around every bend in the road. One does not casually agree to travel to such a place, but this is exactly where David says the Lord leads his sheep.

I cannot claim to have had great success in my personal journey through behavioral and character-building change. It has been a difficult journey, and I have struggled greatly to let go of my inhibitions and embrace the season I have chosen to let the Lord walk me into. It has often caused me great distress and my tendency has been to do what I always do and run away or avoid embracing change. I’ve recently come to learn about Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) Therapy where a person intentionally exposes themselves to situations that cause them distress, and they prevent themselves from leaving until the distressed response diminishes to some degree. The goal is to experience that challenging circumstances aren’t as threatening as our mind makes them feel, which then teaches our brain to respond differently. Now, I’m not participating in ERP sessions, but I relate to what I imagine that experience could feel like, as the Lord continually prompts me to not avoid difficult circumstances.

Sitting in distress is the exact opposite of my developed tendencies and is very uncomfortable, kind of like a cheese grater to the face. But for some strange reason, the Lord and his sovereign leadership takes us through these dark and dangerous valleys, and promises to not only accompany us, but to defend us with his rod and his staff, and bring us out of the valley into a place of joy and abundance. In the meantime, we must journey through the daunting dilemma of trusting this mysterious God to lead us faithfully through dense forests, deep darkness, and disturbing dilemmas.

Obedience in the face of uncertainty isn’t easy, but as we choose to let go of what makes sense to us and embrace the mystery of how God leads us, we find ourselves in the best place to receive all that He has for us. To continue with David’s metaphor, on the other side of the valley of the shadow of death, there is a table prepared for us and the anointing of a head with oil (a symbol of consecration and honor). But the outcome is only obtained as we trust… as we join with our mysterious God while he gently and faithfully leads us on this journey.

Psalm 23 NKJV
The Lord the Shepherd of His People
A Psalm of David.

The Lord is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
3 He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.

4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever.


About the Author

Mike enjoys spending time with his wife and four kids. He loves Jesus, art, music, and poetry. He currently works as the Manager of Learning Technology Solutions for Los Angeles Pacific University and is passionate about adventuring outdoors.

In Mike Wilday Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, Psalm 23, Shadow of Death, Behavior
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Trusting our Mysterious God | Discerning Dreams

Mollie Havens March 31, 2023

Though it was months ago, this dream has stuck with me like it was yesterday. Have you ever had a dream like that? A dream that seems so real and impacts you so deeply that you can’t shake it, can’t let it go?

My dream consisted of the LORD revealing to me something mysterious that made me ask questions and try to discern the meaning of the dream. It started off with me shutting my eyes and instead of utter darkness, I saw kaleidoscopes of color and pictures. I envisioned shifting symbols and stars and galaxies. The Lord reminded me of Abraham who was promised blessings beyond stars in the sky. Then, it seemed my mind awoke, but my body was still asleep. I was rising above my perilous circumstances, and the Lord was directing me and speaking purpose into my ear. He uttered to me words of courage that gave me strength and everlasting boldness. I listened to His design for His future glory and Christ’s return to Earth. 

It is still largely a mystery to me and I occasionally doubt my revelation, but I have faith the LORD appeared to me for a reason. In my dream, I felt the anointing of the Holy Spirit upon me and that the LORD bestowed favor on me. He wanted to empower me to help bring heaven to Earth. I know that Christ is waiting for the perfect, merciful, miraculous moment to return in glory and power; but in the meantime, He grants me wisdom and courage to fulfill his divine purposes in my everyday life. He guides my thoughts, words, and actions as I submit to him in obedience and humility. 

 God desires to speak to us and empower us. All we need to do is make room in our lives to listen and believe. He is always moving, always working. He opens doors and shuts windows. He gives powerful yeses and resounding nos. He desires to direct us and guide us down the road He has designed for us. Oftentimes, when I am at a loss of what to do or what decision to make, I clear out time in my life to sit with Him in silence, journal and reflect, discuss ideas with other godly individuals, and speak with the LORD in prayer. I find the LORD works in times of rest. He is the Prince of Peace. He rested on the seventh day, created the Sabbath and made it holy. It is in the calm quiet spaces that He speaks. In 1 Kings 19:12, the LORD spoke to Elijah in the still small voice instead of the earthquaking fire. If we are able to drown out the noises around us and within our minds and tune into his voice that rests in our souls, we can hear His echoes of encouragement, direction, trust, and design.

 Do you sometimes question whether it was really God speaking to you? The LORD wants to assist you in interpreting the dreams he gives you and how to apply them to your life. Scripture is here to guide us with our inquiries and clarify answers. If our dreams come from the LORD they will never contradict scripture, but be enhanced by it. Job 33:14 states, “For God speaks once, and even twice, yet no one notices it. In a dream, a vision of the night [one may hear God’s voice], when deep sleep falls on men while slumbering upon the bed, then He opens the ears of men and seals their instruction.”

God may give us dreams to instill in us divine purpose and direction. Trials and hardships may come our way and try to dissuade us from following His path for our lives. It is in those times that we require supernatural courage and encouragement to take even just small steps towards Him. I pray that if you are experiencing doubt, that the Lord reveals himself to you soon in a very real way. I hope you carve out time to intentionally seek Him out and listen to how the Holy Spirit is moving in the depths of your soul. May He speak to you in ways that move your body, mind and spirit. May He speak to you like he spoke to the Israelites like it describes in Joel 2:28 “It shall come about after this that I shall pour out My Spirit on all mankind; And your sons and your daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”


About the Author

Mollie is recently married to her wonderful husband Dustin. She is a Wound Care RN at McKenzie Willamette Hospital. She enjoys being creative, getting outdoors and spending time with friends and family.

In Mollie Havens Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, Discerning Dreams, God Speaks, Courage
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Trusting Our Mysterious God | The Wonder of It All

Jessie Carter March 24, 2023

Isaiah 55:6-9 (NIV)
Seek the Lord while He may be found; call on Him while He is near. Let the wicked forsake their ways and the unrighteous their thoughts. Let them turn to the Lord, and He will have mercy on them, and to our God, for He will freely pardon. “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts. As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is My word that goes out from My mouth: It will not return to Me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. Instead of the thornbush will grow the juniper, and instead of briers the myrtle will grow. This will be for the Lord’s renown, for an everlasting sign that will endure forever.” 

In the chaos of the world we live in, it is difficult for me to trust God’s sovereignty. Global and local news breaks my heart. How could God let these devastating things happen? It’s even more confusing to me when He answers my little prayers for personal needs, so unimportant compared to what I read in the news. Why is He so good to me sometimes when A) I don’t deserve it, and B) the world seems to be falling apart? 

I don’t know. I know what I’ve been taught: that the world is broken because of sin. God gives us free will instead of making us all robots (and we’re human and make mistakes), so bad things happen ranging from malicious actions to lazy neglect and even miscommunication with good intentions. I’ve experienced or been guilty of many of them. But He has mercy on us, thanks to His love and the sacrifice of His Son. Why did He do that? It makes me think of an old praise chorus that I learned in my youth: 

Oh, the wonder of it all
That Love should die for me
Oh, the wonder of it all
That He gave His life for me

Into the darkness precious life has come
Into a broken and weary world
God gave His only Son

Oh, the wonder of it all
Amazing love
(repeat a few times)

To me, this Good News is a mystery. I don’t think I’ll ever fully understand how or why He loves us so much to sacrifice this way, or why He lets events in the world unfold the way they do. His thoughts and ways are beyond me. But I’m grateful for that because of what it means for us when we turn to Him. He gives us hope and a future, pictured poetically in the Isaiah passage with joyful mountains and junipers in place of thorn bushes. 

My job is not to understand the whole mystery of God. It is to seek Him and call on Him, turn away from my unrighteous thoughts and toward Him. And to thank Him when He does answer my little prayers, because they are signs to me to help me trust Him. Best of all, they help me know His amazing love.


About the Author

Jessie is a novice writer, with several books in various stages and a blog about travel and the journeys of women. She is very excited to be a part of the CitySalt blog team. She has been blessed by a few communities of Christian writers that have encouraged her dream. She lives with her sweet husband, Chris, their 5 funny kids, and 1 fluffy cat in Springfield. She loves hiking and other outdoor and indoor adventures with her family.

In Jessie Carter Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, Wonder, Mercy, Love
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Trusting Our Mysterious God | Bible Project: Who is the God of the Bible?

Darla Beardsley March 17, 2023

This week as we continue our conversation about trusting our mysterious God, we are taking a little detour from the contributions of our usual blog writers to share a video from the BibleProject. This short 8 minute animated video simply titled: God, touches on how biblical writers attempt to describe our mysterious God, who, by nature is not fully describable. We hope you enjoy it!


BibleProject is a nonprofit animation studio that produces short-form, fully animated videos to make the biblical story accessible to everyone, everywhere.

We create videos, podcasts, and study guides that explore the Bible’s unified story by focusing on its overarching themes and each book’s literary design. We are committed to understanding the Bible in its historical context and communicating its wisdom for the modern world. Ultimately, we want to change how people read and use the Bible.

bibleproject.com • https://www.youtube.com/@bibleproject •. facebook.com/jointhebibleproject • Instagram: @thebibleproject • Twitter: @thebibleproject • Support@bibleproject.com

In BibleProject Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, BibleProject
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Trusting Our Mysterious God | Mysterious God, Mysterious Bible

John Rice March 10, 2023

I’m guessing it doesn’t come as much of a surprise to you when I say that there is a lot of mystery surrounding God. If God is truly God, the one who created the entire universe, then He is hugely bigger, wiser, stronger, more creative and more capable than we are or could ever be. Am I right about that? How could we possibly understand everything about Him: how He thinks, how He creates, what He plans, why He does what He does, how He breathes life into His creation? There are so many mysteries… and yet, in an amazing act of love toward us, He has given us at least SOME idea of who He is. He does this in three ways: the Bible, our experience of Him and what other believers throughout the ages share about their experiences with Him. With these three things, some common themes come to the surface and give us a bit of clarity about this great God of ours.

The question is often asked: if the Bible is the inspired word of God, why is the Old Testament so different from the New Testament? In some ways they seem to present a different God altogether. In the Old Testament books like Joshua and Judges, God can be seen as a punishing, vindictive, even blood-thirsty warrior and judge intent on wiping out pagan unbelievers. Sometimes not just the warriors of those nations, but even the women, children and animals. How could this be the same God that Jesus presents in the New Testament as the God of love who would ask us to even love our enemies? To turn and give the other cheek to one who slaps us? To be a peacemaker who will inherit the kingdom of God?

How about this possible explanation of why the two written Testaments of the Bible seem to present such different descriptions of God: Could it be that we have an over-zealous understanding of what it means that the Bible is “inspired by God?” What is inspiration and what does it mean when applied to the writing of the Bible? It is clearly stated in 2 Timothy 3:16-17 that “All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.” Since the New Testament hadn’t even been written at the time Paul is writing this letter to Timothy, he must be referring to the Old Testament. Aiyaiyai! Does this mean God really is the punishing, killing Warrior God?

But wait. Jesus spent much of his teaching time in correcting, or reinterpreting what was said in the Old Testament. Remember in Matthew 5 when he says multiple times “You have heard it said, but I say…” It’s not just “do not murder,” it’s “do not even be angry with a brother or sister.” It’s not just “do not commit adultery,” it’s “do not even look with lust on a woman.” It’s not “an eye for an eye and tooth for a tooth,” it’s “do not resist an evil person. Turn to him the other cheek.” And it’s not just “love your neighbor and hate your enemy,” it’s “Love your enemy and pray for those who persecute you.”

Is Jesus saying that the Old Testament was not inspired? Or might he have been saying to read the inspired Old Testament like stories with a deeper, symbolic meaning, not necessarily a literal one. Maybe he was saying not to take all Scripture at face value, but rather as parables like he used a lot in his teaching. Remember how his disciples would get confused because Jesus taught in parables so often? Did he like to use parables because God truly IS so mysterious, and literal words don’t help us understand Him as much as pictures in our souls do and/or the inner witness of the Holy Spirit’s presence?

We humans are interpreting all the time. We can’t help it. It’s how we make sense of what we’re seeing, hearing, and experiencing. It’s not surprising that the writers of the Old Testament were writing what they understood. They were experiencing God in the middle of a culture of warfare, a time of kill or be killed. They were living in a time when child sacrifice was rampant in their part of the world. They knew they were set apart by a different kind of God, a good God, a powerful God. They knew they were special. They told their stories about God around their campfires as they moved around the deserts, mountains and valleys of the Middle East. They interpreted what happened to them as best they knew how from their worldview. And then eventually these stories were written down for us to read… thousands of years later in a very different culture!

What this shows us is that the people in Jesus’ time and before him had the propensity for misinterpreting the Scripture, just as all of us do. They were often missing the point. Sometimes we miss the point. So what is the point?

I believe it is summed up beautifully and succinctly in 1 John 4:16 “God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them.” And in John 15:12 “My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.” And in John 15:14 “You are my friends if you do what I command.”

Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. I’d put all my money on following HIS interpretation of Scripture and of the corresponding witness of the Holy Spirit that promises to lead us into all Truth. May my interpretation of Scripture, Old and New, always be submitted before these deep truths: God is Love! God loves me! God loves you! And God loves all that He has created!


About the Author

John lives in Pleasant Hill with his dog, Gunnar, and a multitude of guests who enjoy the peace and beauty of the Cascade foothills. With three children and three grandchildren all living in Oregon, he is continually blessed with their company and the good food that always accompanies their get-togethers!

In John Rice Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, Bible, Scripture, Inspired, Interpretation
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Trusting Our Mysterious God | Lord, It’s Complicated

Kayla Erickson February 24, 2023

It’s said that a little knowledge is a dangerous thing. The problem is, we must start with a little before we get to a lot. And as limited humans, how do we really know when we’ve reached a lot? We can see where we’ve been, and see how we’ve grown, but the entirety of knowable information is… unknowable. What a scary thing. We not only don’t know how much we know of what can be known, we don’t even know if what we do know is enough to avoid making huge mistakes. 

*Drumroll please* I give you, black and white thinking! To avoid the discomfort of admitting how little we know, and how uncertain we are even of that, many humans resort to making absolute statements about things and critiquing everything that disagrees with their current worldview, even where our knowledge and experience are limited. To avoid additional discomfort, we stop short of critiquing our own thinking, limiting our criticisms to others’ thoughts and behaviors. Being wrong, bad, being right, good. Simple. Then we share the gift of our rightness with others by letting them know where they can stop being wrong, and start being right, like us. So nice. If we’re very lucky, somewhere along the line, either experience or a person eventually disillusions us of enough of our own wrong ideas that we start to see the uncomfortable truth that we don’t know very much. If only it were a one and done kind of thing. We seem doomed to repeat this cycle in all kinds of learning. And the real rough part is that people still have to live with us while we go through the process over and over.

Jesus is pretty patient with us, thankfully. He knows our limitations. But when you’re a human, it can be hard to perfectly know when to call someone out on something (“If your brother or sister sins, go and point out their fault just between the two of you.” Matthew 18:15), and when God might not be ready to deal with that particular issue in that person’s life yet (“love covers a multitude of sins” 1 Pet. 4:8, and “first take the plank out of your own eye” Matt. 7:5). God has a plan, based on perfectly knowing us inside and out, for our sanctification in love. So how do we get onboard with something that takes perfect omniscient knowledge and understanding mixed with unlimited love? 

There’s no black and white answers, just the source. We can’t know the right path ahead of time for every situation. We can only know the One who does. We can ask God for help, and trust him to speak in our lives and the lives of the ones we care about. It’s complicated. Sometimes the answers aren’t going to be the ones we want to hear. And sometimes the answers are for someone else’s ears and heart, and we get the chance to trust that He’s working even when we’re not part of the equation. It’s hard, the “not knowing”. But one thing we can trust is that even though we aren’t capable of understanding everything right now, “He who did not spare his own Son, but graciously gave him up for us all- how will he not also, along with Him, graciously give us all things?” (Romans 8:32). He is giving us himself; he won’t leave us alone in all this.

Being uncertain of our own knowledge is a little less scary if we have Someone who we can be certain of. As we see and hear him answer again and again, our faith will grow. And if our faith fails us in the dark moments, we can lean on the faith of our brothers and sisters in the meantime. The living God is our firm foundation, and God is speaking directly to us.

Matthew 7:24-29  
24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. 26 But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. 27 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.” 

28 When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at his teaching, 29 because he taught as one who had authority, and not as their teachers of the law.


About the Author

Kayla is is 37. She has been married to her husband, Joel, for 17 years and she homeschools their two energetic boys. She loves stories, being out in nature, meeting interesting people, and seeing others grow in their freedom in Christ.

In Kayla Erickson Tags Trusting Our Mysterious God, Knowing, Discomfort
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Trusting Our Mysterious God | God’s “Endless Knowability”

Aaron Friesen February 17, 2023

I love reading mystery novels. I have since I was a kid. I enjoy the puzzle of trying to figure out who did it. In a typical mystery novel, the reader gets little pieces and glimpses of the truth along the way, and then in the last chapter the detective puts it all together and tells the illusive story of what really happened. 

If following Jesus is like a mystery novel, we haven’t gotten to the last chapter.

I recently heard a pastor say, “Because Jesus came, we don’t have to wonder what God is like anymore.” I’m not so sure about this. As a Christian, I believe that God coming to earth as a baby helps to clarify many things about God. But does the incarnation of Christ remove our need to wonder about God? It seems to me that it places a great mystery (God in human flesh) at the very heart of humanity’s relationship with God. In that sense, Jesus’ coming may raise many questions about what God is like even as it answers others.

In his letter to the Corinthians, the Apostle Paul said, “For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known (1 Corinthians 13:12).”

Throughout his lifetime, Paul had come to know many new things about God. Ways he used to think about God were completely changed. Great mysteries were revealed to him (see Romans 16:25; 1 Corinthians 2:7; Ephesians 3:3; 1 Timothy 3:16). Yet, Paul was also convinced that the best we can ever do in this life is to see through a mirror, dimly. Paul retained a place for mystery while also believing that he could trust God and grow in his knowledge of God. How is this possible?

Mystery recognizes there is a difference between knowing something fully and not knowing it at all. Mystery is a name that we give to things or experiences that we don’t understand very well or have difficulty explaining. It occupies that in-between space where there is some degree of knowing, but it is partial and incomplete. If we don’t have any knowledge of something then it is not mysterious to us, it is completely unknown to us.

Thus, mystery has to do with the relationship between our experience and the way we make sense of or process that experience. If what we experience does not fit within our existing framework of reality, then it will be difficult for us to understand and maybe even difficult for us to describe. It is a mystery to us. But that doesn’t mean it is not true or real. It just means the logical faculties of our brain are having trouble processing it. Often, deep truths first come to our consciousness in the form of a mystery. And many things retain a quality of mystery in the face of our best efforts to understand them. 

I think this is true of God. There are things we can come to know about God and God’s ways, but there will always be things about God that we don’t know, and experiences of God that we will have trouble understanding or explaining. Why? Because we are not God. Although Western culture has often been preoccupied with knowing things and trying to eliminate mystery as much as possible, those who seek to know the God who created the entire universe must become comfortable with mystery. As indigenous theologian Randy Woodley puts it, “Part of human spirituality is to be content to leave mystery as mystery.” (1)

So instead of seeing mystery as a negative, I think we can learn to see mystery as a positive in our lives. Richard Rohr has a helpful way of explaining the positive side of mystery in relation to our faith:

“Mystery is not something you can’t know. Mystery is endless knowability. Living inside such endless knowability is finally a comfort, a foundation of ultimate support, security, unrestricted love, and eternal care. For all of us, it takes much of our life to get there; it is what we surely mean by ‘growing’ in faith. I can’t prove this to you. Each soul must learn on its own, hopefully aided by observing other faith-filled people.”(2)

Whether we are sipping a cup of coffee, watching a storm out the window, or talking to a friend who is going through a difficult circumstance, there is always some mystery involved – there are always more ways, different ways and deeper ways to “know” those experiences. How much more is this true of God? If spiritual growth is about connecting with God and learning more about God and God’s ways, then mystery will always be a part of it. Because, thankfully, God is very big, and God’s ways and thoughts are much higher than mine.

As a human being, my responsibility in creation is not to figure it all out or make sense of all the mysteries of the universe (or even my life)! My responsibility is to lean fully into the things I do know about God while being honest about all the other things that I don’t know. Embracing God’s mystery does not mean being content with all my questions about God going unanswered or settling for an idea of God that is vague, undefined, uncertain, or distant. It means always holding space in my heart and mind for a God who is so vast, deep, complex, and beautiful that there will always be new things about God for me to discover and be surprised by.

 After twenty-three years of marriage to my wife, Heather, I’m still learning new things about her, and I love that… at least most of the time.☺ My relationship with Heather is ongoing and dynamic. It is never finished. I don’t love some abstract idea of Heather in the past or the future. I love Heather, a living person in the present who always holds within herself the possibility of surprises and new discoveries for me. I can trust this process because it is in the context of loving relationship. In this way, I think the mysteries of God can deepen our love for God. There is always more of God to know and experience and share than what we have previously known. This journey of discovery is good not because we know perfectly, but because whatever knowing (or unknowing) that happens is in the context of God’s “love that surpasses knowledge (Ephesians 3:18-19).”


  1.  Randy S. Woodley, Shalom and the Community of Creation: An Indigenous Vision (Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 2012), 100.

  2.  Richard Rohr, Holding the Tension: The Power of Paradox (CAC: 2007), disc 3.


About the Author

Aaron is a passionate seeker of God and truth, and he enjoys encouraging others in their own pursuits of the same. He especially likes to think about how God is at work in the most ordinary and mundane aspects of our existence. He loves going on adventures to new places with his wife, Heather, and four kids and his perfect day would involve an excellent cup of coffee (or two!), a hike to somewhere beautiful and serene, and some good conversation over a pint at a warm pub. He currently serves as an adjunct instructor at Portland Seminary and co-leads the CitySalt Kids’ Ministry along with his wife, Heather.

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Trusting Our Mysterious God | The Whys, the Whats and Who

Terry Sheldon February 10, 2023

Is there a God? That ultimate existential question is so integral to our human experience. Its importance looms large, yet remains deeply shrouded behind a veil of mystery, quietly humming away in our collective subconscious as our lives march on. It's without a doubt the one thing we humans truly have in common. Down throughout history and all across religious and social systems - this deep yearning remains, to move past the unknown and into the knowing. 

Us believers say we know, but how much do we really? The Apostle Paul noted it perfectly: "We don't yet see things clearly. We're squinting in a fog, peering through a mist." To me that sounds like, maybe 35% vision at best? I find it a fascinating and honest observation from Christianity's first and most influential writer and leader. His authentic words seem to reveal the human side of the saint (and I love that).

As for me, I'm not writing as a skeptic or worse, a cynic, but just one who always seems to walk a path of belief - but with so many questions. 

I want to know the whys.

Why is there so much suffering and evil in the world? Why does God seem so distant (and quiet)? How does our own free will come into play? Is it nurture or nature? How do our beliefs interact with science? What does God really expect from us? How do we get closer to Him and fully realize His presence?

Faith is the starting point, but then what?

In our early Christian zeal, we devour scriptures and we worship fervently. We engage in community by doing church. And in this early rebirth, the whats really do seem to matter. We feel the need to validate our new experience for nearby skeptics, by looking for more evidence to back up our belief system. Is there a God is the faith part, accompanied by a certain tension. But let's set that aside for now. For me, the next question is more essential:

What is God like?

Not so much the whys or the whats, but - the Who. I think it's always helpful to remember we are relational beings seeking an equally relational God (because He is our Father)! And just as we devote our life to getting to know a best friend, an important family member, or a spouse - in this same way it's crucial that we get to know our God.

So back to the 35%. The fog is a real obstacle for us to “see things clearly,” but a much better goal is to KNOW Him clearly! What's He like? What are His goals with us? What are His methods for reaching out to you and me, and for training us, as a good Father would? 

This goes well beyond seeking (and sometimes arguing about) head knowledge and ideas from Christian influencers, to pressing into God's relational heart. From slicing, dicing and mincing historical words on paper to personally developing a connection with Abba. Is there a God, seems frankly, a moot point when we are living in His presence and learning from Him.

But serious roadblocks are in the way - guilt, fear and shame!

Let's toss them aside (continually) and expand our thinking about the relational similarities we share with our Father and Creator - remember “in His image?” We are his offspring and we are always connected. He gives us access to all the fruits of His Spirit, even though we may not yet have mastered them. And we share so many other traits - like creativity and humor. 

A few months ago I was in a funk and feeling like the Lord was distant. I started a mini-rant at Him with “Where are you?” and “Why don't you ever talk to me?” (Thank God) he has a sense of humor as he reminded me of a classic Seinfeld scene where George Constanza's girlfriend was trying to break up with him in a nice way. She offered the classic “It's not you, it's me,” line. 

And The Lord humbly sayeth to me: “It's not me, it's you.” And then, in a classic Jewish mother voice: “How come you never call?” Who knew God does stand-up? And by the way, most of the time it IS us! 

He doesn't want a long-distance relationship.

One final idea about God's mystery: Honestly, we humans abhor boredom and I'm guessing it's good that we still have so much to discover about our God, with His ideas and strategies for coaxing us closer. And maybe like a good Father and Friend, He sometimes keeps His distance for a bit so we can, in the vacuum, finally figure something out and really own it. 

Let's continue to seek, to knock and new doors will open. But let's stay personal. Sit with Him, walk with Him. Cry and laugh with Him. 

And little by little as we know Him better, the Whys and the Whats will come into sharp focus. Because the Who has always been there, by our side, and every step of the way.

1 Corinthians 13:12-13 The Message
We don't yet see things clearly. We're squinting in a fog, peering through a mist. But it won't be long before the weather clears and the sun shines bright! We'll see it all then, see it all as clearly as God sees us, knowing him directly just as he knows us!

But for right now, until that completeness, we have three things to do to lead us toward that consummation: Trust steadily in God, hope unswervingly, love extravagantly. And the best of the three is love.


About the Author

Terry is a man in constant motion to explore new horizons. He has a thirst for new places and faces, and a deep love for the natural world - with a weakness for waterfalls and sunsets. All of this venturing out helps to both ground and inspire him, because it opens him up to people, with their vast, collective array of experiences, outlooks and responses.

He finds all of this fascinating and sees that it has encouraged the growth of something crucial in his Christian development: empathy and compassion toward his brothers and sisters on this planet.

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