There are many concepts in the Bible that have captured my attention over the years–verses that describe God as our healer, counselor, peace, protector, and provider. But, no picture of our loving savior has framed my perspective of Him more than that of our heavenly Father. Growing up, I was a Daddy’s girl. I loved playing sports and spending time with my Dad. However, one thing changed our relationship. When I was 11, my parents decided to get a divorce. My Mom described my Dad in a lot of negative ways, which led me to believe it was all his fault. I ended up holding a grudge against my dad for a long time. It was during this time that I learned what it meant to have God as a Father, as I had rejected my earthly father and desperately still needed a dad in my life.
In middle school, I turned to God more than any other time in my life thus far. I knew I needed a father, but refused to turn to my own. So I found God in new ways. It was verses like Romans 8 that describes those who receive Him as being adopted into His family that led me to trust more and more in God as Father. I longed for a new family, and I found that family in the church. I devoted all I had into attending every service and taking part in every outreach. I learned what it meant to be accepted, loved, and cared for in ways I never knew before. God was my compassionate Father, taking me under his wings and wrapping me in his warm embrace.
After many years of rejecting my earthly father, God prompted my heart to try and restore my relationship with my dad. I learned to forgive him and see that my dad was not the only one at fault for the divorce. I grew to trust him more and more and with time, God redeemed our relationship. Now I see my Dad as a reflection of my caring heavenly Father. I am so grateful that as I surrendered and sought out a relationship with God, I was met with understanding and more than I could ever ask or dream.
God is a father to the fatherless (Psalm 68:5). He lavishes his great love and affection on us as it describes in 1 John 3:1. He is our Abba Father. Just like the parable of the father and his son in Luke 15, God runs towards us with open arms, desiring to provide for us and love us in ways that only He can.
About the Author
Mollie is married to her wonderful husband Dustin. She is a Wound Care RN at McKenzie Willamette Hospital. She enjoys being creative, getting outdoors and spending time with friends and family.